Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Your Kids' Stories

The You Brighten My Day post was wildly popular. We already had 308 comments when I turned them off! They were all incredibly entertaining. Thank you so much for participating! They had me "laughing at the days to come." (See Prov. 31:25b). Mom and I sent several emails back and forth saying, "Did you see this one?"

Some were convicting.

When my almost 30-year-old daughter was around 5 years old, I was driving home with her sitting next to me. By mistake, I beeped the horn. She turned and looked at me and I said, "I did that by mistake". She answered back, "I know that...because you didn't say jerk afterwords"! How powerful our words can be to our little ones! Out of the mouth of my babe spoke God's truth!

Some made me laugh so hard I literally cried.

My daughter loves to sing...and loudly! The problem is that she doesn't always get the words right. I recall one particular Sunday morning during praise and worship time we were singing "He is Exalted". Sarah was 3 at the time, so everyone in front of us was listening to her, as most people do when young children are not afraid to "perform". She was listening closely for the right time to come in, and when that time came she belted out "He is a Sausage, the King is a Sausage..." Oh yeah, I wanted to crawl right under the pew! We all had a good laugh that morning!

My daughter, who was five at the time, came storming out of her room one morning while I was watching you on Life Today. She announced, "Beth Moore woke me up." I looked at her, a little taken back because the TV wasn't that loud and I don't know how she heard it in her bedroom. I asked her how Beth Moore woke her up. She said, "I know that voice, mommy. I can see her hair in my sleep. I know Beth Moore." OK, after I finally stopped laughing I asked her, "Do you want to sit down and watch her with me." She replied, "Yes, I like her."
("I can see her hair in my sleep"? That has to be the funniest thing I've ever heard.)

My boys are as big as me now, but when my youngest was about 4, we were at a beach on Lake Michigan for the day. The facilities were quite stinky and dirty, so when our son said he had to "tinkle", we informed him to "just go in the water". He looked at us, shocked and said "really?". We assured him that the fish go there and at this beach he could too. You can imagine us hiding our faces as he walked into the water, about knee deep, pulled his trunks all the way down and sprayed the incoming waves!

Others had me crying in a different way.

My oldest son is autistic. He is 12 years old and is for the most part non verbal. Although he loves to have the bible read to him and LOVES to watch Bible man movies. I had a tough day (ministry issues and dealing with chronic Lyme's disease). I had my head down on my desk and was crying quietly. I prayed and said, " Lord, please speak to me today. Give me some hope." My son (with autism), within minutes came over and tapped me on the shoulder. I looked up at him and he sat down right in front of me (eye to eye - if you know much about autism, eye contact is nearly miraculous).

My son did not speak to me. But he sat there, looked at my weepy eyes and sang "Jesus loves me" from start to finish. I have never had such a spiritual, tangible moment with my Lord like that.

He sent my child, that could not speak, to sing and remind me, "Jesus does love me...THIS I KNOW!" I can not even think of that story without crying. He may not know the alphabet, or how to write his own name, and he may be in diapers at 12 years old, BUT my son knows the most important of all things - "Jesus loves me..." And he ministered to his mommy that day with those words.

At this point, you may need to wipe your eyes to see them, but while we're back on the subject of children I'll share a couple of pictures.

This is Jenny W.'s daughter deep in the Word.


And this is my boy in his Easter outfit.

45 Comments:

At April 4, 2007 at 11:50 AM , Blogger Holly said...

How very handsome young Jackson looks and how very green the grass! Thanks for sharing the story about the young boy with Autism (I didn't get to read it before). It indeed made me cry. I needed to do that anyway...somehow it washes away the sorrow of the day (Thank you Lord for tears that are happy and sad and many other emotions as well).

Thanks Amanda, I really needed that!

Love in Jesus,
Holly

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:13 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

My son, age three was singing along with Steve Green cd -- the Lord's Prayer. For hallowed by Thy name -- he loudly sang "how bout it Your name!"

My other son singing Hallelujah sings Hal-le-U-lah! Kind of like Yah00jah. They are true gifts from God.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:21 PM , Blogger BrownEyedGirl said...

Thank you for pulling out those stories. I wanted to read some of the comments but when it went over 300 it was just too daunting of a task. I laughed hard about "seeing her hair in my sleep" and couldn't help but cry with praises on my lips for the sweetness of our Lord spoken through that precious little boy with Autism to his mom.
I am blessed for stopping by here today.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:21 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Children really are such a PRECIOUS gift from God. I love the way God speaks right to us through them. I just have to share one of my sweet stories with you all. My youngest child (4) was in the bathtub playing with his toys having a ball in his own little world. My husband was in the bathroom with him at the time. My son looked at my husband out of nowhere and said, Jesus loves me daddy - the way you love mommy and mommy loves you! WOW! My husband shared that story with me wearing a big smile and a tearful eye. If that isn't a word from above!
We are so enjoying the Tuesday night study. AWESOME Beth! Awesome! Can't wait to see what God brings you for next week.

In His Love,

One of your Katy girls.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:25 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

jackson is so squeazable and - my favorite word - winsome. :)

i could totally picture the little girl who had visions of beth's hair in her sleep. i can just imagine this little matter-of-fact voice.

yesterday i spent my afternoon with three 6-year-olds who suffer with severe emotional and behavioral issues. and how FUNNY they are - i laughed the whole time.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:28 PM , Blogger Bobbie said...

Beth & Amanda,
Thank you for sharing these stories. They brought back memories of my own children who are now grown. Our daughter has two daughters of her own and as you know with your adorable little Jackson, the memories continue to flow! My husband & I were with them for Christmas the year they were 2 and 6. We took them for a ride to see the lights in their neighborhood. After a few streets we realized there were quite a few homes with all blue lights. I said I really liked those. Ashley (6) said "they're probably celebrating Hannakah!"
From the dark of the backseat, Brittany (2) said "Hel-l-ooooooo,
it's Trismas time!!!" They continue to bring us many
"God-hugs" daily.

And so do you and your family. Thanks for sharing your love of our Lord and His Word.
Blessings to you all,

 
At April 4, 2007 at 12:46 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Children are so special, they lift us up and remind us not to take life to serious. I am now experiencing that with grandchildren,Yaaahhh-ho!

Amanda I have this blog site linked to my blog site. My hope that other women may use my blog as a connection to LPM! (especially my un-saved fmily members) Thanks for the connection.
Joy,Debi

 
At April 4, 2007 at 1:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was moved to tears when I read this. It reminds me of what I witnessed on Sunday. My husband and I traveled home to his family's house to see his sister who is on short leave from Baghdad( praise the Lord!) We were able to go to his home church, Dad pastors and Mom leads worship. A family from TN visited and they had a 21 year old daughter with Autism. I watched from the stage as she gave God all the glory and praise she could. She was grinning from ear to ear the entire service. We had a dinner after church for Cara ( the one home from Baghdad.) We were all lined up to eat. The girl worked her way to the front of the line and cut in front of me. She approached our assistant pastor, raised her hands to heaven and said "pray." I nearly cried. She had such Faith. She knew who to turn to, she knew Jesus can heal her and has faith that he will. Her biggest concern was not the food like everyone around her. She wanted prayer. She then walked to the very end of the line content with being last. I was humbled. Here was a young woman who has suffered with Autism her entire life and she had so much praise for Jesus and such big faith. I have dealt with far less in my lifetime and sometimes find it hard to praise God in my storms. I just wanted to share this with you both. I knew it would touch your heart as it did mine.

I ask that all who read this please keep my sister Cara in your prayers. She goes back to Baghdad on Monday for another year. Cara has seen this time as a missions trip and spends as much time as she can sharing the love of Jesus with everyone there. As her situation is less then comfortable, I have yet to hear her complain. She is full of praise. She is stationed as a nurse and God has given her many oppertunities to share Jesus moments before someone passes. She is precious and it is hard on our family for her to be away. She had only been married a year when they sent her. So her husband Chad needs prayer as well. Thank you, I know you all will pray. God Bless :-)

 
At April 4, 2007 at 1:07 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

The one that stuck with me was the little girl climbing the playground equipment repeating 'daddy's got you, daddy's got you...'
What a great reminder.
When my daughter was 2ish, she cut her foot on some cotton stubble on our farm. Her dad was trying to comfort her and, through the tears, she pointed to her other foot and said, "But look daddy, this foot's not bleeding." That has been our family's 'silver lining' motto for years...hey, it could be worse -- at least this foot's not bleeding!

 
At April 4, 2007 at 1:10 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

As it happens today I took my children to the library for something different. My nine-year old was at practice for a production of "Annie" so my 7 year old and my twin 6 year olds went to the library. I started reading "Feathers From My Nest". I do appreciate the wisdom you have passed on, and the stories are priceless.

I have a couple of strong-willed children; my children's minister says that's code for leader. Boy, I hope so. Anyway, your book reminded me a time a few years ago when they were in varying stages of preschool hood, and I had had a day. I marched them all to the stairs and sat them down. We had a a "come to Jesus" meeting right there on the stairs. After it was over, my oldest, who was 6 at the time, said, "Wow, mom, you sure are good at being in charge." I hoped that was a good thing from her perspective.

I pray they all have a healthy respect for authority and a discerning spirit. I also pray that they all know Who is ultimately in charge of their lives.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 2:18 PM , Blogger puzzlepiecesista said...

Amanda, Amanda, Amanda, In the words of the late Keith Green, my eyes are not dry and my heart is not cold!! I too had not read the Autism story and I sit here deeply moved on the amount of love the Lord chooses to lavish on us!! He is sooooo...good!!!! Then I scroll down to the pictures, oh too much....I am strolling down memory lane and thinking of yesteryears when I dressed my oldest son in an easter outfit VERY similar to the one Jackson has on. If I was really techy, I would cut and paste it just so you could see. I really don't know what I was thinking dressing him in a shorts outfit for Easter when we live in the Northwest(Redmond, WA) and it usually always RAINS!! But he was my firstborn son and he was sooooo...adorable, so much like your precious little Jackson!! Oh how fun Easter will be for you all, wish I could be there....I will be in spirit sista!!

Love you so,

Angela

 
At April 4, 2007 at 2:36 PM , Blogger hisfivefooter said...

Thank you for sharing those hightlights. This morning me and my girlfriend (puzzlepiece sista) were sitting in her living room having a prayer time with another girlfriend of ours. We had to keep putting our hands on the girlfriends head and praying over her. It was a blessed time and I hope Beth felt the Blessings of the Spirit fall upon her. We downloaded her head shot off of the blog and put her on the sofa and prayed over her! God Bless your whole family (which we also prayed for) this wonderful Passover/Easter Week! Isn't He GOOD! ( I'd love to try the Yahoo-Jah, but I still can't get it right! What can I say, we'ere from the Seattle/Redmond area!LOL)

 
At April 4, 2007 at 2:40 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wasn't the response just incredible! I didn't get to read all the post either and the one about the boy with autism is one of them. Thanks for mentioning that one and retelling it. It speaks to us all!

An Alabama Girl

PS Jackson looks so cute!

 
At April 4, 2007 at 2:44 PM , Blogger Sarah said...

Dear Amanda,
I have been wondering where you've been lately. I have missed your comments. Well you have to spend all the time you can with Jackson, otherwise if you turn around that time will be gone. Jackson looks so cute in his new Easter outfit. Hope ya'll have an awesome Easter. I love what Easter represents. The stories where good and uplifting and yes made us cry.
Sarah - The prayer warrior

 
At April 4, 2007 at 3:55 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

listen! i can hear jackson singing ! I think he is singing that sausage song too! Happy Easter, Amanda!

 
At April 4, 2007 at 4:44 PM , Blogger Joanne said...

I can't tell you what a blessing this story was to me as I have an autistic child also and I can totally feel what a blessing that was for you! Thank you Jesus!
Love, Joanne

 
At April 4, 2007 at 4:48 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

The little girl who saw your hair in her dream reminded me of a dream I recently had about you Beth. I dreamt that I was fortunate enough to run into you and have a one on one conversation. And do you know that all I seemed to be able to talk about was my HAIR! I couldn't believe it! There I had you all to myself where I could ask you questions about the Daniel 70 'sevens', or something, anything, but all I did was blabber about my hair!

Truly though, you are a blessing to me in so many ways. Thank you for being faithful to Jesus.

Kari (in washington state)

 
At April 4, 2007 at 4:52 PM , Blogger Connie Barris said...

You know it is just the every day miracles in our life that God gives us....that are so awesome.

Sometimes those miracles may be so intimate that we may never share them and then just like this--we may share..

This is an incredible story of the child with autism...so simple of the love of Jesus.

How can anyone doubt our Lord and Savior??

Thanks for sharing

His beloved,
Connie

 
At April 4, 2007 at 5:04 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Amanda!
Jackson looks so adorable! What a great picture. Where did you get that outfit,too cute! I sure did cry when I read about the little boy with autism singing "Jesus loves me" to his mother. What a blessing. Thanks for sharing.
You inspired me to go the mall and get my boys some Easter outfits and take some pics! Our boys are about the same age my Joshua is going to be 14mo. on the 23rd.
Well,take Care~
Suzi F
Round Rock, Tx

 
At April 4, 2007 at 5:52 PM , Blogger Bev said...

I love kids. The way their little minds work. "He is a Sausage, the King is a Sausage..." is my favorite. When I go to my ladies group on Tuesday nights I often times take my niece. Before I put her in the nursery I let her sit with the big girls for praise and worship she loves it. You think at 3 she would be too shy to even sing, but she goes right up on stage. She sings what ever she can.

 
At April 4, 2007 at 6:49 PM , Blogger Heather said...

Thanks for posting those- I missed some of them. The horn story really convicted me- that could totally happen to me...

And thanks for the gorgeous picture of Jackson! He looks so handsome in his Easter outfit!

 
At April 4, 2007 at 6:59 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh...he is SO precious and just a smilin for the camera! I know you are doing this Amanda, but enjoy every minute of every day...he will be a grown up young man before you blink your eyes! Thank you for this wonderful blog where we can get to know you and your wonderful mama even better... you are both such a blessing to me! Have a glorious, blessed Easter celebrating the very One who came to set us free!!

 
At April 4, 2007 at 8:00 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Amanda,

Thank you so much for this post! Yes, I love the funny ones, but I soooooo needed to read the "Jesus, Loves Me" post!!!! It reminded me of when my son was not quite 3. As a contrast to this precious little boy with autism, my little guy began to talk early -- very early!! When I was taking Experiencing God, I thought I would just let him "help me" with the scripture memory work for the study. I would say part of the scripture and he would repeat it back. This was basically our deal and I loved hearing the Word come out of his little mouth in "baby talk."

One night, while we were videoing I might add, I said, "Taylor, let's show Daddy how well we know our Bible." I began to say, "I am the vine..." and waited for him to repeat so I could go on to the next phrase. He got right in the camera and said, "No Mommy, I do it!!" So I said, "Okay, go..." Much to my surprise he said it from start to finish quoting book, chapter and verse:

"I am the vine. You are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him he will bear much fruit. Apart from me you can do nothing." John 15:5

I was shocked but NOT disbelieving! I sooooo needed to hear that scripture that day and thanked the Most High God for his powerfully effective and energizing Word!! It cut to my marrow by my sweet little toddler!

Sorry for the long post.

Blessings,
Dori

 
At April 4, 2007 at 8:58 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Jackson is SO PRECIOUS. I love his sweet eyes. And cute outfit, too. :)

 
At April 4, 2007 at 9:05 PM , Blogger Darlene R. said...

I am so glad that you enjoyed my story about "He is a Sausage" --- needless to say, my husband and I laugh ALOT in this house!
By the way Amanda, I have been reading about a few of your childhood memories in "Feathers From My Nest". MY favorite is Chapter 8 --The String on the Drawer Knob.
Thank you, Beth, for sharing so many stories with us.
Much Love,
Darlene
Indiana

 
At April 4, 2007 at 10:10 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Amanda,
I loved reading everyone's stories! The same one made me cry when I read it too. Many of them made me laugh out loud!! My 5 year old daughter thought they were funny too. That was fun!
God Bless,
Kathleen

 
At April 4, 2007 at 11:07 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

what is it with feathers from my nest?! i JUST spent an entire sunday afternoon NOT doing my school work because i was sitting at Barnes&Noble with my face in that book until i read the last page...

MAMA BETH--the Lord is doing some major encouragment through those feathers!! :)
thanks for pluckin' em out ;)

 
At April 5, 2007 at 7:26 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Darlene R...
I loved the "He is a Sausage" story, too. It reminded me of my son's version of "He is Exhalted!" When he was about 4 he came home from church singing, "He is exhausted, the King is exhausted on high!"

It was actually a "diving board" into a talk I had to give that night at a women's ministry event. I called it:

I MAY BE EXHAUSTED, BUT THE KING IS DEFINITELY NOT EXHAUSTED!

Thanks for the reminder!!

Dori

 
At April 5, 2007 at 7:46 AM , Blogger Kristi said...

I understand why you had to cut off the comments on the other post, but I was out of town last weekend and when I finally had a chance to read it I so wanted to share this story with you, so I hope you don't mind me posting it to this post.

When my now oldest son, (he is 17 now and would die if he knew I was posting this here!), was just a toddler and still in diapers, we had one of those days. We were in the midst of potty training and he had been doing fairly well going on the potty...until today. After changing the 3rd messy diaper, I had enough and I flippantly said to him: "If you mess your diaper one more time, I am not going to change it!" He looked at me sweetly and said, "That is okay, Daddy will change it!" This was cute, but I wasn't giving in, so I simply said, "No! He won't!" He looked at me again and said, "Then grandma will change it!" Again I said, "No she won't!" Then imagine my shock when once again he had an answer for me. He said, "That's okay Mommy, Jesus will change my diaper!" As you can imagine, I lost it that time and just sat there cracking up! The faith of a little child, huh? I just gotta wonder what Jesus thought when he was called for diaper duty? :) My boys have said some funny things over the years, but this one tops them all!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 8:29 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

From someone who always got real nervous when my small kids would raise their hands for prayer requests at church, I have really enjoyed these stories. My husband (the pastor) had a book on the New Age Movement that had a picture of a dragon on the front. One day, in front of the whole church I might add, she raised her hand and said "pray for my daddy 'cause he has a Devil Bible." You can just imagine the reaction and we haven't lived that one down yet.

This same daughter hit her Grandmother one day when she was keeping her and her daddy told her he would have to spank her when they got home. She was quiet all the way home but as they pulled in the driveway she looked at him with tears in her eyes and said "Daddy, would you pray for me that I not get a spanking?" I'm just glad he had to deal with that and not me!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 8:40 AM , Blogger Aisling said...

Ok, so maybe my keyboard needed a tear wash!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 10:19 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

still wiping the tears...

 
At April 5, 2007 at 10:32 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

For Tiffany and her precious family, and for all of my other blog sisters who have loved ones serving in our Armed Forces. God burdened my heart for our military personnel about a year ago, and since then, not a day has gone by that I haven't prayed fervently for our Armed Forces and their families. Today, I will let Cara and Chad represent all of your families as I pray that God's unfailing love will rest upon you, even as you put your trust in Him. (Psalm 33:22)
Blessings to you,
Anonymous Prayer Warrior
PS: Here's a practical way to bless our active military personnel for their service and sacrifice. Next time you're dining out with your family, and a member of one of the Armed services comes in, ask the server for their check and pay for their meal. (Try to keep it anonymous)God will bless your socks off and you won't even miss the money it costs to pay for the meal.

 
At April 5, 2007 at 11:22 AM , Blogger A Little Water said...

such sweet and encouraging stories. thanks for sharing them. i have had one of those "days" and it was great to read those sweet stories!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 12:17 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

"The King is a Sausage" reminded me of my son 2 years ago on Good Friday when he decided to sing Nicole C. Mullen's Victory Chant for our youth pastor and his wife. He was 3 and it was his favorite song...I thought he knew every word until I heard him singing without the music. He mistook "Hail, Hail Light of Judah" for "Hail, Hail lots of tuna". And he had a lisp. Bless his heart. They are indeed precious to the Lord!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 2:48 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

The "sausage" story reminded me of a time we were singing the hymn "Bringing in the Sheaves" and my sister who was 4 started singing loudly Bringing in the sheep! Being the eight year old who could read I pointed out that she was wrong. My mom and dad also told her that it was sheaves not sheep, to which she replied, I always thought you three were the smart ones but I know He is a shepherd and brings in the sheep. Besides there is no such animal as a sheave!

Have a blessed Easter
Lisa

 
At April 5, 2007 at 3:42 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

This is off the subject, but have they been able to locate the girl from Shreveport? I've been thinking of her and her family constantly.

Thank you.

 
At April 5, 2007 at 4:32 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

What beautiful things children are...The Jesus Loves Me story was amazing, but I enjoyed the rest too.

OK - so I know that we're technically done posting children's stories, but I didn't get to either...so here goes...

My son is three and when he goes to bed at night we always "talk to God". It begins with the list that he is thankful for that day, and that is very often cows, sheep, and donkeys, and sometimes his lamp and big boy bed. My favorite though is when he asks for something. Once he asked God to help him feel better when he was sick, and then he said "He said no, that the doctor would make me feel better." He always gets an immediate and definite answer. How I wish I did all the time too.

Sorry that was long, but I couldn't resist!

Have a blessed Easter with friends and family celebrating the wonderful gift we've been given!!!!!!!

Love to all of you!!

Cynthia in OK

PS Amanda - what a sweetie you have!! Makes me miss that stage!!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 5:01 PM , Blogger salty sister said...

To the anonymous sista that prays for Armed Forces and Families.

THANK YOU.

And the boy with Autism made me smile. I was moved to tears and then to smiles and a warm heart all today! That was a JESUS THING!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 7:29 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have been so blessed by the LPM Blog - thank you for this. The Autistic boy made me cry as well. One of my twin grandsons, 4 years old, has just recently begun looking people in the eye and interacting. Even though he will have trouble ahead of him, I so appreciate knowing others are out there who KNOW that "Jesus loves me."

 
At April 5, 2007 at 7:59 PM , Blogger Unknown said...

the little girl with the Bible reminded me of my best friend's daughter (I see she left a comment here too)..so I was visiting my best friend and in the morning we all got our Bibles and work books doing our homeworks ..her 4 year old came and said she wants to do her devotion too, so she brought coloring books and pencils. All three of us sitting quietly minding our own business..I look at my friend's 4 year old and in her coloring book she wrote "words of prophecy, lives of integrity"...I almost fell off the chair. I asked her how in the world she did that. She said ,"just copied from mommy's book"....we all sighed at first (because for a second it got scary, God was using a 4 year old hand to write a message on the coloring book- close enough to the wall!) then we laughed our heads off!

 
At April 5, 2007 at 10:40 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello Moores :) What I'm about to write has nothing to do with adorable kid stories, but I wanted to send a quick word of thanks your way all the same, having just found your super cute blog. I'm a 26 year old single female, still prayerfully following God through this wild and crazy twenty something existence. Most recently, the way your ministry spoke to my heart was through 'Believing God' and via the question and answer segment you did in Chicago a few years ago (I downloaded it on iTunes this summer).

Ever since I was a little girl, the ultimate desire of my heart has been to be married and eventually be a mom. When most of my friends from college started getting married, and I wasn't even dating anyone, I started to feel completely defeated. When I confided in an older female the struggle I was having - with jealously, with bitterness - her only words of comfort were "maybe you're called to be single." This happily married woman said it as plainly as if I'd asked what time it was or something.

I don't know why, but when she said it - I was devastated and was literally biting my lip, swallowing down that big cactus ball of tears that gets caught in your throat when you're trying not to cry. I had SO tasted rejection before and my hope through that time was that God had someone better for me. That day I thought maybe it was all some big cosmic game. Instead of drawing closer to the Lord, those words sent me into a very deep place of insecurity and fear. Not long after that, I attended an LProof event with my mom in Knoxville and one of the first things Beth mentioned was that her husband had prayed over her and for women in the audience, especially women who were single. I think I'd convinced myself my desire to be married was silly and didn't matter to God, that it was wrong even, but those words were SO comforting. My mom continues to tell me to be strong and wait upon the Lord - to trust that He is for me, not against me and that His timing really is amazing.

To make a long story short, I started doing Believing God and tied a thin blue ribbon around my wrist. At dinner with some girlfriends, when wedding talk came up, I happened to look down at that blue ribbon and get sappy all over again. As cheesy as it sounds, it was like I had my "something blue." While I know that woman's words were meant to help, I found greater encouragement in the Word of God, in the promise of Someone who knows my heart, who knows every dream, and who dreams a far greater dream for me than I've ever imagined. I'm convinced He isn't put off by my desire to have a family of my own. All the Living Proof CD's my mom kept stratigically leaving in my car really payed off and the iTunes Q&A was like a present just for me in digital gift wrap. I'm so glad you guys hit some truly difficult topics on there, not just about physical purity (which is getting so much harder to control as I get older) but about my thought life. I'm choosing to err on the side of faith here - there are no what if's anymore, no guys who I thought might come back around even left. My parents tell me this is the best way to be and they are believing with me for a truly amazing godly guy who, in all likelihood, I haven't even met. At this point, I have truly put my heart in His hands. I'm believing God is Who He says He is.

Instead of fear, or bitterness, I'm beside myself with anticipation as I wait for the guy He has for me. I know he will be worth waiting for. Jesus has completely stolen my heart and I'm bunjee jumping into this crazy abyss of trust with no bunjee thanks in part to you sweet people. Thanks Moores, for the encouragmenet on that issue, and so many others, you guys have given me. Your authenticity has truly blessed my life. I have one of Beth's quotes, "Sometimes God says no to free us up for His yes" hanging on my board where I can see it everyday. I'm so grateful for how all of you have poured into my life.

 
At April 6, 2007 at 7:06 AM , Blogger BrownEyedGirl said...

I know you closed the comments about the kids...but I missed it and really wanted to share this with you even if you don't post it.
My Daughter Heather when she was four came into the kitchen with her babydoll. As I was doing the dishes I saw her sitting there loving her baby. I asked her if she was playing Mommy. She said "no, I'm Mary and this is baby Jesus." I chuckled to myself quietly and then asked "Mary how baby Jesus was today" She looked at me funny and left the room. When she came back about 5 minutes later and I was still doing dishes, I asked again. " Mary, how is baby Jesus?" To which she replied, " Oh, I'm not Mary, Mary had to go to work....I'm Joseph!"

 
At April 7, 2007 at 7:25 PM , Blogger Kristen said...

I never do get tired at looking at pictures of cute little ones! Your Jackson looks so dapper in his Easter digs...SO CUTE! My baby boys are 7 now and they don't really like me to dress them up cutsy anymore (although they do tolerate coordinating "outfits")!

Happy, happy, joyful Easter to your whole family!!
Much love,
Kristen

 
At April 11, 2007 at 11:31 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

To the 26 year old single female, who is waiting on God for her answer to whether she will be single or not. Not quite 20 years ago, I was in the same boat, all of my sisters and friends were either in serious long term relationships or had been married for some time. At the time I was not a Christian and I longed for someone to love for eternity and have children. Well 2 years later at the age of 29 I married the man of my dreams, who helped lead me to the Lord, and I have two beautiful children, a 9 year old daughter and a 13 year old son. I am blessed beyond words. Do not give up hope and be content with what God wants for you. Your friends may be right, maybe God wants you to be single, but do not give up, as God placed this gentle man in my life, and I still get butterflies when he pulls into the drive at the end of the day. We will be married 16 years in September. So keep praying and waiting on Gods answer as to what he wants for you.

Till the Whole World Knows,

Patti
New Brunswick
Canada

 

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